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i'm crazy

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i'm a superstalker

who always thinks too much

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Everytime i hit this site, i wonder when was the last time i was here.

Sometimes we just need a good friend to be there for us. A usual blog post would start like: it was so long i last blogged.
but that's true.

it has been really long since i blogged and something proper too!

decided to use back the same blog link because it has too many memories.
this blog draws back more memories than i blog, if i do blog at all!

i thought about her again and it suddenly came to me that i havent changed much in that aspect at all. still as crazy as i was 7, 8 years ago? i think i just got crazier over the years.

the answers are always the same, though the surrounding circumstances just got worse. heard more and more ridiculous things though they do make a whole lot of sense, provided you don't know me at all.

shall find one brave day to blog about this. and it's totally amazing that blogger doesn't notify anyone of your new blog post.

-grab hold of what you hold dear now
for you do not know when lives may cross again- Reading blogposts and facebook wallposts makes me miss year 2 more!! ):
realise it's been so long since i last blogged. and i took a look at my dashboard: i have 7 blogs in total! (mostly for school work lurh.) hahah!

and reading my past sms-es makes me more ): !!

and reading my cbox makes me decide to take it down. so much spamming by one website! aRgh!! Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Someone once told me: Friends don't need to talk right
Someone once told me: You will find a better girl
Someone once told me: Honestly i don't feel anything for you

Although they are said by three different people, they all mean the same thing.
i guess if you're clever enough to find this, you jolly well know what i mean.

Don't ever do/say things that contradicts themselves from time to time because i remember.
it hurts more than a stupid headache or a dumb gastric pain. Time fly like nobody's business.

only realised it's been so long since i last blogged after carrie asked for my url.
almost gave her the class blog's. rofl.
looking at my dashboard, i realised i have 6 blogs altgt:

ANT.S ANTS is there. when you want it - the one you're reading
DOPT/2A 2010 - the class blog
CP3013 OCULAR PHARMOCOLOGY - pharmo project
Ocular Physiology - last sem's module project
Tuberculosis - last year's module project
'xingan - trial of new blogskins i come across

心情比翻书还快的我来说, blogging takes forever.
and basically my life takes on the form of how i see it.
problem is, i see it different minute by minute. maybe faster than that..

i dont even know what to do, what to think le..
keep on contradicting myself... Since when was the last time i wrote a post.
Since when was the last time i read my post.
Since when was the last time i was alone.

it's all in the mind.
it's all in the heart.
it's all in the brain. i know i am pretty lag at this but.
WOOHOO~
for anyone who is reading this post,
thank you! :D
WOOHOO~

i passed my semestral exam,
flying colours or not,
you decide.

but i love the grades.
know me well enough and you will know that i am no ace student.

so here goes:
Semestral Examinaton Results for Academic Year 2009/2010
DOPT/FT/1A/03
for all of my 7 modules,
i got 2A, 4B+ and 1B
with a GPA of 3.5
woot~

not bad for first attempt. huh. :D
yeah~
can enjoy my brain for the next 3 weeks lo.
sweet~. had a hair-cut today.
YEAH.
finally convinced my mum to get rid off my long hair. (despite the fact that it isn't that long. still, it irritates me to that point that i feel hot.)
given the circumstance that it's been warm, humind, and tgt with the work of global warming, I'VE GOT MY HAIR-CUT. :D

hmmm. btw, my mum helped me cut my hair.
after all these years, she's still the one doing the job.
psss... i haven't gone to a hair-dresser for my hair-cut know...
hahaha. BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH A GREAT MUM. :D

well. feeling great today.
away from the stress from managing human relationships. (which i sxxx at. trying hard to get things right. but i guess i'll need time.)

us humans keep losing to time.
for instance, crs was not really complete bcos of the lack of time, how the timetable was scheduled and stuff.
like i wrote for chris' feedback,

no one was to blame. we just lost to time.

EXAMS are just round the corner.
(i hate this sentence. seriously.)

mugging now.
LOL.
i can never imagine how anyone can switch on their com,
go online,
and leave it on and then go do their revision.
dang. i just can't.
i myself don't switch the laptop on.

anyway, only modules specifically, chemistry, anatomy and physiology, and general optics are being tested.
spread over two weeks, they aren't out to kill us. (unlike psle, o levels,...etc.)
if they were, well, i dont see the reason why.

ALL THE BEST PEEPS! :D
let's mugg hard together.

cheers,
ANTS. ;D not gg to blog today cos i was fixing my blog.
and im gg for dinner now.

BYE~ :DD played soccer with the guys today.
woah.
now my legs seem to go numb.
maybe it's because we played basketball yesterday.

hmmm.
mst results are out by 3.

First. Anatomy and Physiology ---> 58/100
expected lah. bio mah. haha.

Second. Chemistry ---> 45/50
yes mann. chem!

Third. General Optics ---> 34/40
woot~

well.
sadd lah.
genopt having test 2.
although have mcq, every wrong we get must minus marks.
ouch.
i dont get the mark still must minus.
somemore if we dont do well for the test, we must have a prac test.
we're on the losing side mann! T.T you must be wondering,
when did it ever start?

haha.

well i last one week. 5 days to be exact.
ended just yesterday.

well.
still the same as last time.

here dunno. anyhow lo.
there dunno. still anyhow lo.

haha.

if you know me well enough, you will know what i have been saying.

well. anyway, waiting for results to be out.
hope it isn't that bad. aiming for GPA 4.0

HAHA!

joke. din realise a pack of pocky could remind me of who i am.
it brings back the reason why i bought pocky.
chocolate pocky sticks. to be specific.
packs and packs for her.
becos i cared.

confusion is like a ray of light.
it shines on you until you cannot see.
it blinds it.

now, im using my heart to see the way.
instead of using the eyes or the brain.

the human brain does not like things that are not logical.
therefore, the brain makes you think what it wants you to think.
logically.

thus, the human brain will want to see what it wants to see.
it sees the way it wants to think.
the lethal weapon is'nt nuclear weapon.
it is the human brain itself.
what kills us is not our enermy.
it's us ourself.
the human brain. to be specific.

finally.
it all shows up, as clear as diamond.
but we must be careful.
the chromatic dispersion of the diamond may cause another confusion.
it never ends.
just like life never ends.

life after death is yet another life. SCHOOL'S TMR!! YEAH!

excited luhs.

had orientation on mon. took each other's phone no. and emails.
had spice training on wed.
had flag day on thur. at farrer park mrt station.
all by myself.
met a few ppl frm 04.
i collected the highest!
66.64 bucks.
although lower than 04.
but who says tht farrer park not good?

we took a class photo back at T242.
TODAY! @ 1pm - 5pm for School of Chemical and Life Sciences.
@ SP Convention Centre. just came back from malaysia.
CHAAH to be specific.
went with dad and ah mah.
just came back home at 8pm.
sian.

oh yah.
orientation's next week. so fast. feeling randomly random happy today.(:
dunno why.(:
just plain happy.(:

went to SP ytd.
walked frm MRT to CASS.
dist. is damn long.
woah.
damn tired. i shall not list out what i did.

but i'm plain happy today! Due to special request from Ms Christy Yong, i am thus here updating my blog.(:
haha. but this is gd. cos i'll know if there are anyone reading my blog.
THANK YOU CHRISTY!(: for reading my blog.(:
oh yah. i'm getting shorter. i can almost feel it. backache sia. i think my backbone shrinking liao. oh dear. i think i've grown shorter by 3 inches? how much is inche in cm anyway? HAHAHA! :D

another month is drawing to a close.
coming up next... April!
woah.
sch is gg start like in another 2 weeks or so.
fast.

now tht sch hasn't start, i'm still excited abt it.
it's natural tht after sch has started, i'll be tired.
LoL!(: i think tht's life lah.(:

i din sign up for the camp on 1st - 3rd Feb.
was thinking, 'if the camp were to let ne know my friends even before sch starts, what would be the use of orientation camp from 13th - 17th Feb?'
there's like 100 people in my course(optometry.) how many would my no. of classmates be? say, ard 20? anyway, i'm not going.

it is in times like this then i realise i do not have many friends. i try to hate some, so tht i can forget abt contacting them. i have my reasons. i don't know ppl whom you used to be very gd with can now become so far frm you. they can tagg at your blog, yet sms seems to be out of the question. anyway, neither can be trusted. you don't even know if it's the actual people sendng you the msg.

but it doesn't affect me. at least i hope it won't. having one or two might just be enough for me, though. as long as they don't find me irritating.(:

i'm stupid in a way tht i do not understand the meaning of best frens. i do have a DAO POK sister. POK~ lah rachel. Christy is one of my best fren(: cos she bothers lah. who else. i don't think i'll like to bother abt it liao.
you can become my best fren if you just bother lah huh. haha. but of cos i have to know you. you think some uncle on the streets can be my best fren meh?
sometimes i want to name out my best frens, yet realise that i have only a few. well, life is short.

thank you for reading this.(: tht's because you care.(:

here's the result of my new hair cut. but it has grown another 2 weeks of hair. I'VE HAD HAIR-CUT!

that was like last sunday le.
HAAHHAAH!
i'm like soooo lack.

BUT I DONT CARE.
so what. huh. so what. i'm done with the medical check-up!(:
went to SATA at bedok.
reach there at 9:45am.
long queue sia.
i was the 92nd!(: haha. nice no.

i had to wait for like 1 & half hours before it was my turn to go to the registration counter. :o (meaning 11:15am.)
by that time, the no. was 140. :O

1. got my urine test done.
2. checked my eye sight. [6/6] with specs of cos!
3. measured height and weight. [175cm & 50kg] i grew taller by 1cm & heavier by 1kg since early july last year! wheee...
4.measured my blood pressure. [forgot no. LoL!]
5. check for colour blind.
6. went for x-ray scan.
7. went for lunch. by then, it was alrdy 11:45am.
8. came back at 12:15pm to see doctor. still have to queue and wait.

FINALLY! IT'S OVER! woah! waited for like so long....
cos a lot of poly students there. got nyp, tp, sp. not sure if i saw any np...

now waiting for enrolment day [12mar]to come. it's just less than two weeks.

'it sure is fast.
seeing the days that pass.
For the world is ever changing.
And we cannot stop the earth from spinning.'

ANTS '09 have been in the library since 10++ in the morning.
completed my pre-online enrolment.(:
left with medical checkup.
enrolment is two weeks later.
12 march.

orientation's on 13 April.
school's starting on 20 April.
Bless me man! :D
changed my blogskin again.
i think this is better than the previous one.
i think i just love grey and black. LoL!

My enrolment package hasn't arrive yet.
so i dunno when sch starts.
still waiting for it. hope it comes by the end of this week.

btw, i'm gg to SP. Singapore Polytechnic. Taking the course: Diploma in Optometry. *proud. LoL.

anyway, i'm still rotting at home. rofl.
not gg to work. but i'm staying at home doing housework know.
but i still find the time to rot, though. haha!

Reply to Christy's blog: Hey FYI, i'm 174.5cm. (and that was like in July last year.) how short do you want me to go? It would be easier if you could give me a no. :) Aiyo. you're not that short right. use the word super somemore. got meh? It seems like if you want to go to a jc, you have to go to the best.
cos you'll realise that the normal jcs are the ones that people normally go to.
for example, our sch has a lot of ppl going to a jc in the east. Two of them are regretting. no offence. WOAH WOAH WOAH.

The GCE 'O' Level results are out next Monday, 12 January 2009.

[News] Channel News Asia

OMG. i couldn't sleep for the past few days but yesterday, i managed to sleep.
Bless me man.

MOE Singapore JAE It's a new year with a new start.
How about starting to blog about myself?

i am not really good with words. if you know meh well enough.
i am irritating. i admit.
i believe i have many friends.
i am crazy sometimes. okay. a lot of times.
i am crazy, meaning i over-think things.
i dont have a good temper.


i am not good in any sports, at least not totally good at it. not even half of it.
therefore, unless it is PE,
i dont play soccer.(a sport that guys i met likes. loves.)
i dont play basketball.
i dont play what else? any sport a bunch of guys would play lah. i dont.
people are frequently amazed at my height.
what they would say are things like: woah so tall, play basketball issit?
or play sports ah?
but really i dont play sport other than PE and CCAs$.

i admit having naps during my whole of P6 life.
after school(GMPS) at 1pm, i would reach home at 1:20pm.
after lunch at 2pm, i would usually fall asleep before i could go for a bath.
i would usually sleep until dinner at 6pm.
but that was obviously before August. i think.

i dont go for class chalets.
i dont go out with friends.
i dont take any pocket money. not a day, a week, a month or even a year. till now.

got to go. my brother is coming back from school.
i got to go lecture him. haha! It's a new year with a new start.
How about starting to blog about myself?

i am not really good with words. if you know meh well enough.
i am irritating. i admit.
i believe i have many friends.
i am crazy sometimes. okay. a lot of times.
i am crazy, meaning i over-think things.
i dont have a good temper.


i am not good in any sports, at least not totally good at it. not even half of it.
therefore, unless it is PE,
i dont play soccer.(a sport that guys i met likes. loves.)
i dont play basketball.
i dont play what else? any sport a bunch of guys would play lah. i dont.
people are frequently amazed at my height.
what they would say are things like: woah so tall, play basketball issit?
or play sports ah?
but really i dont play sport other than PE and CCAs$.

i admit having naps during my whole of P6 life.
after school(GMPS) at 1pm, i would reach home at 1:20pm.
after lunch at 2pm, i would usually fall asleep before i could go for a bath.
i would usually sleep until dinner at 6pm.
but that was obviously before August. i think.

i dont go for class chalets.
i dont go out with friends.
i dont take any pocket money. not a day, a week, a month or even a year. till now.

got to go. my brother is coming back from school.
i got to go lecture him. haha! first of all, kat got a blog. KAT


only after seeing qn's blog then i realised prom night's over.
okay. i'm quite slow.
i din go luh huh.
not that kind of person. not the time. not yet.

this year f4-1 no chaleh. wonder why only 5 wants to go.
still say 'dont call ms choong go.'
last year many ppl went. ms choong also went along.

but i suppose its not suprising tht i din go.
i have not went for any class chaleh since there was actually one during P6. not a single one.

but i dont suppose it'll change anything even if i really went. well i've gone bloging somewhere else.
but i wont forget about this place.
i'll reply taggs [and delete if it reqiures.]

POK ON! :D its so intense.
i dunno.
with people going for night study.
[though not many.]
and people studying chapters after chapter.

To be honest, i havent started any.
but i'll try.
try to memorise the textbooks.
time, i need time.
so does everyone else.

i just dont see the point.
if i wont even study at home,
what makes anyone think that i will in the school canteen, at night?
[perhaps the school canteen is quiet, no TV disruption]
but. nevermind.
although its just 2 traffic lights arcoss,
i'm just lazy.

btw, i got a A1 for chinese.
hurray!?
didnt disappoint ALL my chinese teachers.
:D OF COURSE i'm happy.
who wouldnt?

~ lying around the house.
ANT.S =) - Thanksgiving on sat. -

mum and nini both went.
took quite a lot of pics.
and nini was saying its more like her thanksgiving than mine.
took a lot of pics of her and her ex-teachers.
most of whom had left the sch at least 4 years ago.
and i help take the pics. :)

oh yah.
i took pictures with Mrs Chng and Ms Wendy Wong. :D
see if i can post the pics on friendster.
maybe not here.
with all these gm spammers around, you dont know what will happen to your own pics. last day of July.

hey hey hey.
its been a long time since i last blogged.

anyway, this few weeks had been good.
if not better.
have been doing Amath midyear paper of other schools.
i suppose it is of great help.
at least we can have a range of questions to do.
Chem and phy's are coming too.
bio syllabus STILL not done.
darn.
revising for both Geo and SS.
i havent been doing revision and prelim's 3 weeks away.
i'll see.

Chinese 'O'Level is far from over.
now we're all waiting impatiently for the results.
william was saying,"these few weeks must watch the news."

English 'O' level Oral is coming.
sigh.
i hope i can get it over with.
teachers, please have mercy on me!
i know i have poor vocab!

Tomorrow's mum's birthday.(so is huien's)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
we're cutting the cake tonight.
and we're going to sing on Sunday.
Lalala~
going to sing my hearts out!
hahaha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIEN!

Thanksgiving's on Saturday.
going there as prize winner and CCA leader.
mum and nini are going. wee~
i'll have to reach there at 8am.
"we'll give you food" Mr lee was saying.
lunch after that.
alright.
food or no food, doesnt seem to matter.

what matters is you live. i live. we live. 2 June 2008
despite a bad day, i am feeling HAPPY now.
to start off with, i didnt sleep well last night.
then i broke my bottle.):
then everyone in class seem so tired/sick.

BUT.
after chatting with shiyun(who made my day),
well, how to say, (im not really good with words you know.)
yeah, i'm now in high spirits!
hehe.

23 June 2008
its been so long.
she came to school on the 23rd.
"Barbie" i stopped in my tracks.
right in my mind, i was wondering, "did i hearing wrongly?"
i mean there's only 2 person in the whole world knows this.
when i turned around, guess who i saw. SHIYUN!!
OMG.
but i had to go for chinese remedial.
but we managed to exchange numbers.
mann was i glad to see her.

and today we chatted online.
chat quite a lot.
then we talked abt my name ya. the name she gave me, that is.
how i miss those days.
but its alrite.
we can still chat online, post pics.

oh man. isnt it great to have such a friend.
ok. i haven been blogging.

my results were. aRgh.
i got B3 for chinese. wth?
L1R5: 22.sad. =(

today is chinese 'O'level.
pretty ok i think.
shouldn't say too much. but i do hope i get a good grade though.
A1? which means i'll have to work really hard for LC & oral.
i hope i can do it.
I CAN DO IT. =)

tmr's the start of the 5 day holiday.
sad ah. so much hw.

walao.

i did some. ya. in the last 2days.

my blog's dead.
my heart's alive.

well, where are friends when you need them?
they're right in front of you!!

the...!

maomao, zoo-keeper, wugui and aligator.
haha. we make up a zoo alright. =)

other than tht, there's pokpok too. =D
ya. to be poked. =X wooh.

its yet another leap year and i see a pathetic face.
who else.
lard.
lol.
does it makes sense?

pathetic is pathetic.
Faith 4-1 has such a person in the class.
poor us.

and its not like everyone likes it.
action liao liao.
critise critise.
like god like that. DONT ACT AS GOD!
poor fellow.
thinks he's god.

anyway, i havent seen the post.
why bother.
**** here ****.
粗活一大堆.
恶心.

got gf somemore.
i was like shocked! =O
haha..
stupid to like it.

aiya. enough talking abt him.
i feel like vomitting liao.

~ants
vomitting off~... hate & forget

ok. i'm suppose to stay away.
dont give me that kind of eyes. H.P.
i hate eyes that doesn't say a single word. today is the seventh day after new year.

=)

pok.

well. sch's the same.
but ppl changes.

i dunno.
but maybe its me who have changed. its sooo fast.
its been a year.
or rather,
its been almost 16 years. in just 7 more hours.

in a year, there's 365 days, but this year, there's 366 days. ok.
so THIS year, there's 366 x 24 = 8,784hours to spend.
since 18 hours have passed, we now have 8, 874 - 18 = 8,766hours left.
sigh.
half a day has passed. =(

well woke up at 12+ today.
mum's sick. =(

rachel wished me happy birthday.
THANKS sister!
daphne wished me too.
but today's not my birthday,...
its tomorrow.
only mao got it correct.
anyway, thanks! thanks! thanks!

to rachel: yes. i can watch nc16 movies liao. haha. but havent thought of it.
SCHOOL'S starting tomorrow!

and i'm going to see those i love and those i hate.
or... those who love and those who hate me me are going to see me tomorrow.

but i'm not gona name who ba.
cos by missig out names, its quite sad know.
=( when the storm comes and the wind blows,
you may be able to withstand it.

but when death seeks you,
there's no blocking him.

the weather's upset by the world.
the world's upset by the weather.
we are upset by what we upsetted.

what comes around, goes around.

the day when you upset somebody,
you'll get upset by someone else on another day,
someday.

it may come now, tmorrow,
you may think it'll never come, but it'll.

there's flood in M'sia,
there's flood in indo.
but there's drought in Australia.

there's too much water over here,
but there's not enough over there.
the weather's upset.
our life's upset.

[i dont know if anyone has written the above words before.
but i just want to put it here.
i hope i didn't infringe any copyright.] gonna grow old next week.

sign.

people like rachel just turned 15 niah.

i'm turning 16. growing old so fast.
at an amazing speed.
hope it'll slow down.
EXTRA.

hahas.

damn extra sia.


quite a while nvr talk to yingmin leh.
i posted '[[ pss... yingmin hello. you're missed smilex!]]' on msn.
den she asked me why her name over there.
well, you're the one lah. why.

why not other ppl?
i dunno. cos you're online and i saw you online.

erm take note that i'm asking myself questions and answering them.

damn extra siah.

after that had a hair cut.
kerene [ah girl jiejie.] help me cut one.
THOUSANDS of thank you.

po'fessional HO!HO,HO!

Merry Christmas to all!

you guys are STILL missed!!!!

missed missed missed missed missed.

hahas.

woke up at 8 in the morning.

*yawn*

going to switch off after a few more merry christmas wishing,
hahas,

gtg, missing you guys ants I MISS YOU GUYS!!!
- bean-brain mao
- ms pokpok
- qianning
- daphne
- her.[whoever thinks its her, its not her! =P lol.]
and lotx more!

lol.
sounds like an ad.
haha

introducing......

my friends whom i missed! i have nth more to say to you. when all hopes are gone. will you still hang on? Why doesnt anyone tell me anything?

I think I said this before: dont make me hate you.
but I din think tht the line after it would apply: or you’ll regret it.
tht’s why I din use it anymore.
ppl dont regret losing a friend.
worse.
its me they lose.
whts there to regret?

i dunno.
but for me, hating ppl requires me to...
really, they'll have to put in A LOT and i mean A LOT of effort.
for example, i was reading her blog just now.
and i was feeling so angry.
and i felt like blogging.
but hey.
i forgot wht to write.
but it still applies.
i am sure it does.

i bet with my life.
okay. if they hate you tht much.
i dont.
then you cant say tht the whole world hates you. etc etc.
if i can for sure tell you the answer, then, i am it.
another example,
if you say tht you have no friend & tht nobody likes you,
and i i can for sure tell you tht you have,
then i'm tht friend lar.
aiyo.

p.s.[Mr.P was indeed a guy from geylang.]
[Mr.T was from geylang too. tht i din expect.]
[typical guy from geylang.]
if you dont understand the words above, dont bother. although i said i'll forget about her,
but i kept on thinking about her from time to time.

只要你对我好，我不会对你不好的。

when death comes, how would you face him? 活着的价值、的意义。

yesterday nini didnt felt well.
so she din went to work.
went to see the doc at 11+ with her.
rained afterwards.
kao.

was raining so heavily.
crossed the overhead bridge and went to the library.
went to ah mah house for lunch.

why can life be so miserable? maybe. but stay happy! =D its been weeks since i last blogged.
boring life mah.
haha

but everyday is special to me.
[even if it may seem boring to others.]

hols has started for jacky.
so as promised with gd results, kc gorgor brought his xbox over on sunday afternoon.
a very big THANK YOU!!!
for bringing your xbox over although its your exams.
yupps. he's having his exams now..
加油加油！！
then you can play with us on friday. :D
thank you oso for the games you brought over on sat! =)

so no need to say, these few days have been playing Dead Or Alive 2 (DOA 2)
with nini, jack and also by myself.
only allowed to play for 1hr++ everyday per person.
den we played DOA 2 with nini when she came home at night. saw yingmin on sunday morning.
(yah miss barley)
with her family at the market.

called me 'guai ren' (怪人)
for being taller than her. [walao]

hahaaa..
but its been a long time since i saw her, this old friend of mine. (face-to-face.)
so i hit her head as 见面礼. hahaaa..

hope to see her again sometime.
ms barley =D smiex lotx! =)

and i also realised.
how my friends were.
i realised my primary school friends understand me more.
when they only knew me for less than 2 years then.

but the friends i have now dont.
pathetic. isn't it? sigh.

quote from qian ning's blog, "god please grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change and the courage to change the things i can change" unquote.
although i'm not a christian, but it is a fact that there are some things you cannot change for example, the way a person thinks.
yet, there are some things you can change. that is, the way you, yourself think.

~juzme smiling off? no. but i'll try. AM I IRRITANTING?
well, i asked her.(chose not to disclose as i din ask for her permission.)
she replied no. (sigh of relief. LOLX.)
well, although i want this answer,
but since she is my friend, i believed her.

and yah. i am ANTHONY CHAN
its written on my blog alright.

i hope to maybe get more responds?
from my friends.
no outsiders please.

actually, through asking these kinds of questions, you can actually i dont know, you'll know how to react to the person the next time? since you know what the person thinks about you.

rather than talking to a person who actually dislikes you.
and imagine having to talk to a person you dislike!

its weird really really weird.
that people would care to talk about the person they dislike.
wasting time discussing about the person they dislike.
what for?

anyway, she is missed for not being online for 'N'years. =( HURRAY!!

EXAM'S OVER!!!

after a long war,
we have survived!
WAHAAHAAA...!!!

LOLX.

finally can relax.

but.
i have to help out.
in tidying the house. again.
yes again.
its been a year since i did that.

well holidays' coming.
yupps.
yesterday, i came home, my mind was practically blank.
now i understand.
my mum once said: if you play now, what are you gonna do after the exams?
true enough.

well. slacking here.

i always wonder.
guys i met always say that i am a gay/cc because i always go with girls.
whatever.

that day a guy posted it on my friend's friendster comment.
somemore say that i spam her comments.
???
like she started spamming me first. whatever.
scold me until like i had spammed his girlfriend's comments.

nevermind him. another typical guy in geylang. sigh.
somemore he scolded vulgar at me on her comments.
=/
what kind of friend is he????

you judge him yourself. i'm not gona bother him.

YOU'RE NOT BOTHERING MY LIFE!!! TOO BAD!
haha...=P went for cip today.
i have awful skills. [opps.]
most of the class werent there.
huien was there to join us.

school was similar.
had geo test.
crap and craps.

after recess was phy. gone through pressure.
chinese was okay ba. i guess. same old teaching method. storytelling.
then came ss. have to do essays. again. like everyweek?
math next. gone through ws answers.

went for the cip then.
i was cruel to the stickers i guess.
grhh... was like pehcek.
was good at it after the first box of 40tins.
opps. although there were some mistakes.
kat stuck one upside down and we laughed about it.
lol... funny...

*what does leave without saying bye means?*
i dont get it.
is it just a maybe? today school was okay.
no particular event took place.
still ants.

had a burger and half a lunch[containing rice, chicken wing & vege.]
came online and gave mao testimonials.
check mailbox.
gotta go off now.
okay stay happy okay ppl.!

ants live simple lives. throat still sore.
rah.
[hahaa.. sorry, qianning, to use your TradeMark irritated sound.]
anyways, I'm back at school.
dawn din realised i wasn't in school the day before.
me: you focus too much on your studies liao. you never realise there's one less extra walking about the school meh?
wanying told me it was damn quiet when i wasn't in school.
now that I'm back, its getting noisy. hahaa..
well, erm I'M that noisy! aren't i?
you have always been thinking negatively.
=(
not staying happy lately.
but under those circumstances, i don't think you can stay happy.
=((
but I'll try. I'll try to keep you happy.
as far as i can.
=)
*nods* yesh! yesh! fell sick today.
feeling nauseous now.

started having a feeling of fever this morning.
started having heahache after school.
omg. felt so awful.
somemore have badminton after school.
help.?

today. badminton ended at 4:30.
waited for kat at 5.
meanwhile was having both fever and headache. cry.
i dont even think she knew/realised i was sick.
nevermind.

walked with kat to the MRT station.
kat: ni bu yao hui jia meh?
me: nvr lah. walk you there.

saw dora and sandra outside the station.
they came from mac.
walked with sandra back to the bus-stop.
sandra: eh? you not taking MRT home meh?
me: no.
sandra: then why were you there?
me: walk with kat to station lor.
sandra: so nice.
sandra: then where are you going?
[she pointed first to the left, then to the right.]
me: straight ahead.
sandra: orh. i see.

guess what, we saw J wong on the way.
sandra waved to her and i greeted her.
she smiled.
J wong: your classmate arh?
me: yes.

sandra: what did she say?
me: she asked if you're my classmate.
sandra: then? if not leh?
me: my sister. =)

greeted sandra goodbye and walked up the overhead bridge.
thats all today.
well, i'm getting better.
hope to be able to go to school tomorrow!
=D
smilex lotx! people. days were great.
i guess.
at least i am not sad.
but i'm worried about friends who doesnt seem happy.
at least thats what i'm sensitive to.

i hope you dont hide your feelings with a smile.
i know.

i may not know how you really feel.
but i do know that its not a good feeling.

under the influnced by her. i know that too.
=/

well, CHEER UP!
a sweet a day, keeps unhappiness away! =)

i'm staying happy! =D tests are coming at us.
tmr's amath test and i'm still here. opps.
emath test was wonderful. 1st time this year. lol..
chinese test, one of the zao ju i crapped..
dunno how to construct.
physic and english i anyhow lah. always like that de. =(

~life's been... good. depending on how you see it. that is if you're able to see it in a positive way. thts wht i always tell myself.~

walked with jane to the bus-stop at blk 60 yesterday.
waited with her for the bus.
b4 it even came, it was 2:50 liao.
i told jane i had to go for geo project meeting so off i went.
kns. at the traffic lights, i saw the bus.

after that walked to the side gate.
kns. closed [3pm liao.]
went to the main gate and to the canteen.
saw xinying, janice. they were chatting.
so i told xinying. "i go eat first hor."
she agreed and told me tht they were going to buy the mounting board.
and told me to wait at the library.
"okay."

sat down with jingyi and kweiyi.
eatting, i saw qian ning.
she took her bag and went off.
i grabbed my bag and ran along. "i never say gdbye you want to go off liao ahr."
she murmured that huien wasnt in school and she's lonely.
went back class with her and she went to look at the goldfish in class.
came down and told her that i can only walk her to the gate. [soooo sorry.]

went to the school library and waited for xinying and janice.
was walking in and out of the library cos they werent there.
saw wiliam about 1 1/2 hours later.
xinying was asking why i werent in the library.
"i was!"
[library = Geylang East National library] huh?!

went off after writing down some notes.

[what a tiring day. cry.]
thanks jane and qian ning.
for allowing me to walk with you.
qian ning, but sorry i couldnt walk with you till i dunno where.
[i realised it was a matter of choice. i could actually decide whether to or not to walk with her.]

fate brought me here and almost killed me. this week has been one week...

went for the interview for captains.
ask lotsa qns.
found out it was a proposal that they are gona give the school to have student leadership camps for the sec 1s and then get those potential ones to be leaders in their sec 2.
ask for opinions lor.
sort of like chit chatting.

since the start of the week i moved over to the other side of the room.
near the door.
except that choong doesnt know abt it.
but dang. friday i forgot to move back to my old seat during her lesson.
i was found out. she questioned daphne and abi why there are 3 tables and chairs behind.
opps. sorry abt tht hor.

after that had bio in the lab.
life was the same except for math lesson.

cos abi could understand sth abt wht johnny was toking abt and daphne's explaination could get through her head thus she asked me.
therefore, daphne suggested that i change seat with her, so tht i can explain to abi.
refer to fig 1.

kat | qian ning
abi | me | daphne fig 1

after uncountable attempts to explain to abi, i got myself cofused and thus was sitting there thinking of a way to enable her to understand.
while i was pondering, i noticed the guys, were turning around and simling and laughing.
okay. i know sth was not right.
but i tried not to notice them and caried on thiniking.
then, 2 gals started turning their head, and then 2 more gals turned and giggled.
okay sth WAS not right.
you must have by now realised that i am surrounded by gals.
by sitting in the middle of 2 gals, in the understanding of boys of my age, this is not normal and acceptable.

nevermind.

then one of the guys took out his hp and started doing dunno wht.
but it was obivious to me that he was shooting at us. at this unusal sight.
tht, i din noticed only when kat told me.
i looked at him, he was giggling with the other guys.

i cant stand it liao. so i stood up, pushed my chair back, and walk towards him.
i stood beside him, looked at him and asked, "你在拍什么？" he replied, "没有。真的没有拍。" i asked him for abt 3 to 4 times then i went back to my seat beside abi.
you must know that throughout this, we were having our math lesson and the teacher was teaching.

i was so angry tht after tht while i was teaching abi, i my right hand was still shaking. that, is "in a fit of anger" i experineced this only now. RANDOM

1. Type your name without looking at your keyboard.
anthony

2. Now spell it backwards without looking at the keyboard.
ynohtna

3. Other than using computer for whatever reasons, what other thing are you doing?
Chat. Play online games. Check my mailbox. Go friendster. Send my friends comments. See if anyone left me a comment or tagged me in my blog.

4. Say 5 weird things about yourself.
1)i pull girl's hair off their head.
2)i love to go to school.
3)i am emotional.
4)i cant cycle.i cant swim well.
5)i talk to myself.

5. Say 5 good things about yourself.
1)i love all my friends.
2)i care for my friends.
3)i read my text whie i'm eating.
4)i go home right after school.
5)i try to finish my homework before the deadline.

6. And 5 bad things about yourself.
1)i pull girl's hair off their head.
2)i hog the com for too long everyday.
3)i'm not good in english.
4)i scold my brother almost everyday.
5)if i cannot finish the homework, the only thing i'll say is,"heck care lah"

7. When was the last time you stepped out of your house, and to where?
yesterday. to the library.

8. How much money did you spend today?
none.

WEIRDNESS

1. Have you ever sit on the rooftop of your house?
No way man, I live in a HDB flat leh…

2. Have you suddenly laugh to yourself?
No.

3. Have you ever talk to yourself?
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. What about dancing around the house singing a song?
Dancing, no way. Singing yes when there’s no one at home, I’ll shut the front door and sing to my delight.

5. Go pluck a flower and kiss it?
NO.

6. Jump in the pool with your clothes on?
Erm… no.

7. Ever sniffed UHU glue for the sake of doing so?
No.

8. Pulled out all the tape from a new correction tape?
NO! hey look. They maybe cheap but they still cost money man…

9. Asked someone to tie you and try to get the rope off you?
No.

10. Play with matches?
Oh. That. Yes, think is about 9-10 years old ba.. play in the bedroom then kana scolded. Then never play liao.

11. 10 people to do this quiz:
dont want lah...
who ever sees this quiz and feels like doing do lor...
i'm not stopping you. went back to school at old site to do my cip.
got my scripts back from her.
and here are the marks i was able to calculate.

English 68 / 110
Chinese 93 / 140
A.math 53.5/ 80
E.math 102 / 120
Biology 67 / 100
Chemistry 73.5/ 100
Physics 65 / 100
Combine 57.5/ 100
Humanities

chinese has deproved a lot...
while i have a little improvement in my english...
hope my ca will help pull up my chinese and not pull down my english.
the rest ahr, aiya. okok lor. According to the rules of the meme:
People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. i don't give anyone my house number.
2. i don't give anyone my home address.
3. i tell them that its because my mum owns them.
4. i don't own a hp.
5. i have friends who are girls more than boys.
6. i am seen more often with girls than boys.
7. i am sister of my sisters.

i am so weird...

people i am have tagged.
1. emily woh sis
2. rachel koh sis
3. c.xinying
4. sihui
5. h.xinying
6. kin lng
7. you jin 19/05 (sat)
took the 6am train to Labis, Malaysia.
took bus from the bus station.
she was down with fever the night before and was just recovering.
we arrived at her house at 10++
dont think she remembered me.
二姑姑 then intro us to her.
"婆婆，这是幸妮，幸安， 幸国。"
"婆婆." we called.
i sat down and held her palm.
i took the cloth that was covering her forehead and used it to wipe her forehead, cheeks and neck.
she's now much more thinner than the last time i saw her and from her pics hung in the living room.
stayed there until the next day, sunday, where we left at 4pm++ for the train at 6pm.

22/05 (tue)
was told that 婆婆 had passed away.
[[thats why i told you that i wont be in school to see my scripts.]]
dad got changed and left for the train at 8.40am.
had to write letter to zhong.
[[thats why i was looking for paper to write on.]]
went for the ne journey.
[[[simin said, "you arh."
huh! wht was that suppose to mean?
is it my fault that 婆婆 passed away?
walao.
well, i forgive her if she din noe wht happened.]]]
anyway, it rained that afternoon.
i still walked home.
din felt like taking the bus although it was raining.

23/05 (wed)
took the 8.40pm train to Labis, malaysia.
干妈 and her sis were there to take us to the house.
reached there.
跟婆婆上香后，we changed into white shirt ad blue pants.

24/05 (thur)
婆婆出殡。
we had to stay till sunday to 拜头七.
actually have to stay till 七七四十九的
but cos dad & sis have to work.
going back again for the last 七 [[尾七]]

28/05 (mon)
took the train at 12.16pm
reached home at 6.30pm
unpacked and began to worry.
school life.
dang.
i like going to school.
its those holi hw that i hate.
was online to replied daphne of all the comments.
began to worry about my holi hw.
h.xinying sent me a pic of our class whiteboard, written was geo hw. thx! =)
she told me that the chinese cip was today. and I missed it.

29/05
dawn told me that william should have helped me take my hw.
he better have.
i’ll have to walk here to his house at kallang.
dunno when I’ll go but I told daphne to be my backup.
maybe asap 吧.
Ok thats all.
smilex people! and cheers. HAHAHA..
finally...
EXAM'S over!!! [still have oral]
woohoo!!!
holidays just round the corner...
dunno whata do...
have to go down temple ba ba.
cos dad went malaysia visit popo..

[think we'll visit her on sat
catching the earliest train..]

but think today i'll tidy up my table
den after that think 'll go fetch jacky with mum.

still have oral exam tomorow..
sian...
reading aloud and coversation.
i hate the part on conversation.
reading aloud isnt that bad lor. [or issit?]
haiz...
next week's
dead meat.
cos getting back our scripts....
quote: [die liao di liao]
that was wht she said after every exam..

and ya!
remember to drink lotx o' water!
have to enjoy life know..
cant afford to get sick!.



life's like that
nobody can help it.
but i can lend a helping hand to you... exam's round the corner liao....
this mayb the last... [touchwood!]
as in till after exams den i'll continue bloggin lah...
well, this few days had been fine...
not as bad as i would dave thought it would be...

at least there's sb to talk to.

gettin more & more paranoid...
dunno lah..
mayb i read too much frm a person's face liao ba...
cos like...they dnt look sick of skool but instead sick me... =(
mayb i read too much frm there liao..

anyway, nvm.... haiz... hate pw.
now i know why saran keep sayin tht she's stressed out liao..
grrr. but the point is:
whenever she says that she's stressed, she simply passes the stress to me know...
haix... now i have to 'chase' faizal for the presentation
but how? the... GRRRRR...
a word for saranjeet: "i'm not gona play in the game of yours & faizl's le.. count the three of us OUT!!"
life's quite fun.. or should i say it have been fun all along...
william, me, louis and laksh were talking about one another other.
hahas.. funny sia...

ya.. our class' still the same... quiet. maybe that's not bad too...
like that meaning they are listening attentive during lessons mah...=D

today have chinese AGAIN.
this time its 100marks.
quite difficult. cause have to crack my brain over the answers.
1st,4th and 5th part ok. cause only multiple choice.
1st part: 2 passage, 4 choices.
4th part: 1 comprehension passage.
5th part: choose the correct idioms for each sentences.
2nd part: is 课文读后感 or whatever its called.
3rd part: 造句/完成句子 hate it.
2 periods..100 marks... must wait till next week then know how much we get. here's a few ppl to describe in my class... i wont name who...

this gal din have chairs to sit inlab on a few occassions. "i din mean 衰 tht u din have a chair to sit. but instead i meant euu sittin beside tht gal..." and ya. mux smile k! mux stay happy de "god 'll let euu meet who euu wanna meet de."

a gal who started sayin hello. why? ermm after i said its weird sayin hello whenever i see her. HELLO! =) thx for yr oreo! =)

a gal who is a good fren whom euu can speak to. she wasnt panic when i was panic tht i couldnt send the analysis to saran. she said tht would make me more panic. hahahha yeah!

a gal who is stressed out by tuition.. sad for her.. she's too stressed liao... cheer up! gal! u'll get yr freedom de. she isnt scared of being tickled! wow! skool has been good today...
rained this morning..
ever since after the analysing of cloud pics,
i started noticing clouds
they are so wonderful mann

saturday was rushin the pw report.
and ya thx saran, our leader for all her hardwork. *nod*
we came to this topic on who we like. =)
ask her se dont wana tell den she gave me a list of boy's name.
today finally noe who liao. hahah.. dont worry. yr secret's safe wif me.
den when i couldnt guess who she likes, she asked me instead.
"who you like ahr?"
at first she guessed the gal wif "S....."
i said no .
cos she only like handsome guy.
so 4get it. i only took her as a fren who has too much stress.
den she continued guessin.
alot of guesses arh.
but i all said no .
den when she came to a gal's name, i started pondering,
"issit her? ermmm..."
den she thought is tht gal.
so she begin typin tht gal's name in caps...
i asked her "am i suppose to say yes?"
she said "YES"
den typed tht gal's name in caps again.
i told her "no."
den she asked "den who?"
tok tok den she say "hey the report leh?!"



note* i remb tht ky asked me tht qns days b4..
i din told her.
she asked me if i've any gal tht i want 4 gf.
i pondered for abt a few mins, and replied no. here i am, to prevent the blogg frm rusting....
haix...
same same lah
boys here are still immature,
i am still not bothering abt them,
they're gettin more & more weird, immature...
can be so immature tht u'll laugh.
khup & zheng hou say wht, cq is their girl
hahaha
can't stand it...haahah...
today i finally told them:
"dont make me puke lah... if she's yr girl, dne she's my wife liao..."
hahahaas
she said she cant believed tht there'll be guys who likes her..
* cant be bothered.

i am still the same lah...
still dont go wif those guys...
pity them though,
cos their life is SO borin tht they have to critize my life,
the way i am and so forth.
*pathetic.

a person's face can change quite fast though,
she mayb smilin nw
& in 2 hour's time,
she's gona pull tht long face liao....
fast sia....
*haix...

thts the kinda person i cant stand..
cos i dont understand them yet
*shoutin for help.

k lah.
gtg le.
*still loves her. crosscountry todae.
onli brought my wallet along.
damn 轻松..
emptied coins frm my wallet & put them aside.

reached there & went 2 find my class.
found out i was the only guy there.
*cannot blame lah. our class onli have 7 guys.*
laksh, louis, william joined me a few mins later
at abt 8++ we ran.
wahh. ran abt 4km.

quite a lot of gals walk through.
i ran & ran.
cos my stamina not good.
so i was 92nd position.
not bad lah.
against sec 3, 4 & 5 guys.

after tht went off with ym's sister. yb.
at first i walked wrong direction.
after tht i walked to the wrong bus-stop.
realised have to cross the road.
*hahas yb followed stupid me. i'm a bus idiot noe.*

dora, juntian thought she my sister.
"your head lah. my friend's"
you must be wondering why i came back with her right?!
mmm bei nei ji, bei nei sharm xi xi.
wahahhahahhahahahaha.

den took 18 to bedok bus interchange.
mum was there cos she say want to go giant buy cooker.
ma asked her if she noes how to go back on her own.
she hesitate & shook her head.
den ma asked her if she can follow her to giant.
*ma! she can say no meh?!*

followed her there den the salesgal say here dont have.
den we went off & den took MRT back home.

den we departed at the traffic light at block 60 & ma went to but 4D.
*think she can go back ba. wanted to ask if she needs company but i din.*

den went to buy lunch & came back to eat.
mum went to fetch jacky chan.

thats all! =D dont forget to leave me a note! hahas smilex lotx! ok.
let's put the test behind us.
nothing special today.
Mr kang didn't come, so no PE today..
after that was bio.
本来要去lab的，可是后来又叫我们会班。

*possible reasons*
its only one period.
3/3 is having bio lessons.
never mind..

bio today we went on to chapter 3,biological molecules.
3.1 chemicals of life
biological molecules:
carbohydrates, proteins, lipids, nucleic acid.
*we started with carbohydrates.
carbohydrates contains carbon, hydrogen, oxygen.
hydrogen : oxygen --- 2 : 1

carbohydrates:
monosaccharides, disaccharides, polysaccharides.

monosaccharides:
glucose, frutose, galactose
*monosaccharides = glucose = simple sugar*

disaccharides:
linking of 2 monosaccharrides.
glucose + glucose -- maltose + H2O
glucose + galactose -- lactose + H2O
glucose + fructose -- sucrose + H2O [sweetest of the disaccharides](sugar)

ploysaccharides are long chains of monosaccharides.
*store carbohydrates for future use*[(A)storage ploysaccharides]
*provide structural support*[(B)structural ploysaccharides]
(A):
starch - a ploymer of glucose molecules. it is stored as starch granules. stored in cells of PLANTS.
glycogen - a ploymer of glucose primary store of carbohydrates in ANIMALS. stored in the liver & muscles of vertebrate animals.

(B):
to be continued... wahh fast sia...
going to be end of term lex..

having our amath test next friday.
have planned to write notes for it during the weekends.
sort of summarize the formulas.
then it would be easier to memorize.

testtestest.
today test tomorrow test next week test.
like alot of tests nowadays.

26th jan amath test 1.[chp 1]
29th jan phy test 1.[chp 1]
31st jan narrative essay.

1st feb chinese test 1.[chp 1 & 2]
9th feb emath test 1.[chp 3 & 2]
12th feb chem test 1.[chp 1 & 2]
13th feb bio test 1.[chp 1]
14th feb geo test 1.[chp 3 (pg60-69)]
26th feb ss test 1.[chp 2]
28th feb compre test.

2nd march amath test 2.[chp 3]
2nd march phy test 2.[chp 1 & 2] the... test chp 1 again for what??
2nd march wordpower mock test.
8th march chinese test 2.[compre & formal letter format]
9th march wordpower test.[dunno]

its like walao.
test this test that.
some more physics test chapter 1 twice know.
faith 3-2 having their test on that day too.
they haven't been tested on chapter 1.
then they scared we ask answers from faith 3-2 people.
no point in testing a chapter twicw right?
smae day ok but not same chapter mah.
can different one what...
some more we have amath test that day.
cannot change say cannot change.
nvr even say "i'll talk to mr joseph about this."
nvrm
shuo dao jiu qi. i'm not the kind of guy you see waliking down the corridor.
i'm sensitive to your reactions & emotional.
i dont know why but if i lay on my bed at night & cannot get to sleep,
i'll tear.
that is why i often talk my friends to smile.
because if you dont,
you will most probably tear or even cry.
when i say i cry,
i dont mean that i really cry like mad.
i meant that i tear on my bed at night.
its only at night then i'll satrt tearing.
i dont know why.
but i would not tear in broad daylight.
my subconscious will just find a reason for me to cry.
but everytime i think of my friends in school,
the thought of them will crease the thought of tearing. AAAHHHH...
2morrow camp lex..
bag packed lex.. use tht big bag i bring to skool..
hah! came to a big use lex.

here's a list of wht to bring:
we are suppose to be wearing PE attire.
kao sia! other ppl wear camp t-shirt we wear PE attire! have to bring 1 more shirt home sia!
Wear:
1. 3 sets of personal clothings
2. 1 set of PE t-shirt.
3. 1 pair of slacks/pants
4. 3 pairs of socks
5. 2 pairs of shoes
6. 1 pair of slippers
7. Swimming costume
8. Spectale band
Wash:
9. Bath towel, soap & shampoo
10. Toothbrush & toothpaste
11. Toilet rolls
12. Powder
Eat:
13. Fork, spoon, plastic mug & plate
14. Waterbottle
Sleep:
15. Sleeping bag
16. Another pair of slacks/pants
Others:
17. Torchlight (for night walk?)[i like tht!]
18. Writing materials (write reflections.[4get it lahx.. maybe i juz fill in i love my friends?])
19. Personal medication (ya.. my nose allergy dex..)
20. Small amount of money (for transport home)[i think i'll be walking home ba..]
Optional:
21. Track top/jacket [brought.]
22. Insect repellent [Have. anyone want to buy from me? i can be bias dex..]
23. Sun-block [not bringing.]

so i think tmr no diff frm other daes except tht i haf to bear wif not coming online lerx... i'll miss u all!! cry.. weep... my family, friends & nv er....cry...

i love you all out there!!! ihateher|ihateher|ihateher!!
arghhh...
cant seem to stand her anymore!!!
not again & again mahx....
mayb i too paranoid lex....
its juz tht ahrr....
nvrm...
wait & see larx...
dont noe wht'll happen nxt oso...
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yesterdae went 4 badminton.
haix damn less ppl i noe there.
mostly sec 1s...
some very **du lan** de...
dont like dem from the start lex
who noes dey dont like me from the start too??
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yesterdae didnt play much lax **heehee**
was going round watchin...
not enough place, no one to play wif too lorx...
not my fault wad. i soo gd, let the others play...
hahaa... oi!! but at least i got setup & play horx...
need to rest to crack my brains mahx...
hahaa
fridae i goin tooo...
mayb onli lahx..
think so...
should be..
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anyway, i not going to her class lerx...
after all tht, its ENOUGH!!
*for dose who doesnt noe wht had happened, euu dont need to*
她知道就好了...
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nvrm abt her lex.

todae Amath siok ahr...
he chong like siao
alot of things understand but didnt really remb
den after tht dont noe how to use...
hahaa
i think i goin gila le...
oh dear...
i love you.
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thts all ba.

i love my friends, baobeimei, sisters & nv er. i love you all!! these are the answers to the qns on gc's blog...


Qn 1)

y = 2 – x --------[ 1 ]
x(x+2– x) = 5 – 3(2 – x)²--------[ 2 ]

Substituting [ 1 ] into [ 2 ],
x+2x - x² = 5 – 3(4 – 4x+x²)
2x = 5 – 12+12x – 3x²
3x² - 10x+7 = 0
(x – 1)(3x - 7) = 0
x = 1 or x = 2 1/3
when x = 1, when x = 2 1/3
y = 1 or y = - 1/3


Qn 2)

3x² + y² = 28 -------- [ 1 ]
3x + y = 8 -------- [ 2 ]

From [ 2 ] : y = 8 – 3x
Substituting into [ 1 ],
3x² + (8 – 3x) ² = 28
3x² + 64 – 48x + 9x² = 28
12x² - 48x + 36 = 0
x² - 4x +3 = 0
(x - 1)(x - 3) = 0
x = 1 or x = 3
when x = 1 , when x = 3,
y = 5 or y = -1


Qn 3)

2x + 3y = 5 -----[ 1 ]
x² + y² = 6x – 4y -----[ 2 ]

From [ 1 ] : y = (5 – 2x) / 3
Substituting into [ 2 ],
x² + [(5 – 2x) ²] / 3 = 6x – 4[(5 – 2x) / 3]
x² + (25 - 20x + 4x²) / 9 = 6x - (20 + 8x) / 3
9x² + 25 - 20x + 4x² = 54x - 60 + 24x
13x² - 98x + 85 = 0
(x - 1)(13x - 85) = 0
x = 1 or x = 6 7/13
when x = 1, when x = 6 7/13
y = 1 or y = -2 9/13


Qn 4)

2x - 5y +17 = 0 ------[ 1 ]
xy = 6 ------[ 2 ]

From [ 2 ], y = 6/x
Substituting to [ 2 ],
2x -5[(6/x)] + 17 = 0
2x² - 30 + 17x = 0
(x + 10)(2x - 3) = 0
x = -10 or x = 1 1/2
when x = -10, when x = 1 1/2,
y = -3/5 or y = 4

p.s. i nvr check ans so if there is anything wrong pls contact me. *cry*

kao sia..
got fever yesterday..

*cry*
now forehead not hot le.. but throat & stomach not comfortable..
i want to go school man!!
yesterday went to bed at abt 10++
woke up after every dream..
believe it or not, i dreamt of school, techers & friends..
think i miss school tooo much le..
after 6 am cannot sleep le.
ate breakfast & watch jacky wear his shoes & left.
he hates going to school.
just a contrast lorx...

went to play chess with 周公 after that.
woke up again at 9.
mum said 'll go see doc.
reach the clinic at Geylang East at about 10:30.
registed & consulted the doc.
haix..
went to eat meepok..
tongue kana roasted.
cant feel my taste buds le..

went to ah mah house & sat there for about 1 hour then when down & fetch jacky.
saw ying min's mum.
dont think at first she saw me anyway cos i was walking behind mum.
she didnt expect me to be there also lahx.
then chit & chat (talked about bio.)till ym's bro came out.
he's a quiet boy sia..
not like mine walk here jump there..

dont feel like talking abotu him lorx.
must scold scold scold, talk talk talk then he listen
sometimes dont listen one lorx

he has lotx of dreams & wishes..
not me lahx.
我比较现实
dont think so far as to what i'll be next time.
he doesnt wana get married.
thats what i thought last time too..
haix..
都没有人要我...
讲这样多都没有用的啦...
do never gave a thought about it lez...

lips a bit dry lehx...
go drink water first k!
school's quite ok lah.
not too bad though..
today since 11:30 am no lesson le..
nvr did really chat wif the guys cos nth in common..
they play maple like mad,
watch soccer till midnight,
nth really got me into talking long conversatons wif them anyway,
william at least was up to their standard so was involved..
den while the 4 of them(prem, ken, louis & lakshmanan)chitchat away,
(only got 4 cos william & joel when 4 npcc sec 1 recruitment)
i sat at joel's table(at the back of the class.)
staring into space, thinking all by myself abt myself.
k, nvrm.. dont stand in her way can le. heck care abt her.
den when back into my thoughts..
when to 3-2 when 黄老师 came to relieve physics lesson.
didnt stay long.
scolded reymond & went off.(not really scolded him lah if u get it)
chat wif monitress but she got confused up by me & was dont know talking what.
sat at rachel's seat & chat wif sheryl.
chitchat wif her got beaten by her wif her calculator after wht i said.
ouch!!!
okokok..
i am convinced le kkk (:
had weather project meeting
and walked home.
tired ahr...
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the teachers are still ok lah.
not in any order:
mrs loh is the kind of 认真的. very.
mrs lim okok.
miss nonis no bad.
miss choong cannot start lesson.
mr joseph 认真 & funny. always have tht smile on his face.
miss kehk better than johnson.
ss & geo quite challenging.

---------------------------- halo!! all my friends whom i love!

today's my birthday leh!!
finally 15. tomorrow wearing long pants le!!
hope my hair'll look nice... cos had a haircut.
thx 2 all those who sent me birthday testimonial!!
i love u all!!
obviously deep from my heart.
simple simple today.
i like my life beign simple one.
went botanic garden today wif family & ah mah.
went wisma makan.
den walked to Somerset to take MRT home.
legs quite tired though.
stay happy & loving!!
-- 10:00pm
juzme yesterday went plaza singapura wif family & ah mah.
shopping 4 abt 1 - 2 hours inside den came out at abt (9++ maybe?)
den walked from there towards orchard MRT.
walked wif the flow lah. took pics & chat.
waaaah...
came home legs damn tired ahr. zhou san ah dai ga!
[早安阿大家]
wahaa these few days has been raining hot but what is this!
it has stopped raining 了 kao.
yesterdae night rain haf 2 close kitchen & bedroom windows. of cos lah got leave a gap ahr.
if not "ngor wan lor!"
[hahaa meaning "我昏了" in 广东话.] [but i am a 广西人 leh... dont think anyone in the Chan family knows 广西话 lorx. :( ]
haix "ngor wan lor! ngor jin A wan lor lo!"
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anyway, these few days have been tidying up the house.
呼...
starting from dad's bedroom [all the books 啦z]
after that shong ahr! doorway unblock 了.
next is our room's door way. juz sort of put them neatly only 吧
den next is the table outside our room. cleared up everything den jacky got his own tabe 了 yeah![even bigger than mine know...]
after that tidied up the sofa.
todae tidying up my owm table.
kao messy. but not a big prob anyway.
dad's room is a 大工程 cos have 2 put back everything by night cos he haf 2 sleep mahz! den next day continue.... took a few days...
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yesterday went Marina Square shop shop wif nini & jacky & mama.
went off at 4++ den came back at 10pm zhun zhun ahr!
nini bought a digi cam battery juz charge 好 yesterday watch open season with nini & jacky.
the movie started at 7: 20 & ended at 8:35?
then 在 orchard 走走..
走till 9:30++ 吧...
headache arh dont know why leh.

ohya.
saw joyce & xinyu at KFC at bugis.
she was the one who waved at me
but i couldnt recognise her cause she changed her specs le. These few days have been doing lots of stuff.
I have been tidying up my & Jacky’s books since Tuesday.
Then nini one I up them all in her boxes cause she don’t want me to touch her things.
Now almost 7/8 done le… then I also tidy up my messy table.
That’s when I realized that that part on 小故事大道理 of the “我的假期作业” I haven’t done yet. That one have to write 读后感 kao
So I think I’m doing it today lors…

Wahh still got 24 days 就开学了…

& believe me…
I do love & care for my friends.
It’s a blessing to have me as your friend!
Hahaa…

I am saying the truth.

Whether you like it or not. hey yo!

nothing better to do right here sia..
recently added me friends.
but i think its they add me leh.
hahaa
anyway, thanx for adding me as your friend!
*smiling* hahaa
i think friendster is a way of knowing whose your friend and whose not.
unless they dont have an account lahz.

but i want to say sorry to those who added me.
cos i didnt know whether you guys still treat me as your friend mahz.
so dont to add or not.

一大清早在这里没事做
haiz.
hahaa.
i think i'll stop here lahz
bb my friends
=D
all the best!
remember to tag even if you have nothing better to do like me!
nothing to tag also must tag k!
dont feel shy! hahaa!

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juzme today sianz arh..
msn no one to chat with, no topic to chat about.
sigh..

thanx to all who added me as their friend! =P
ohya
tagg at my blog k!

hahaa
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sorry to those who saw what the gays tagged..
i changed the cbox le...
pls forgive me...
sorry.. hey!
=P

today is the first day whereby i officially start this blog.
if u have any comments or suggestions,
feel free to post them!
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juzme